The Metzger Family

Dear Nicholas,

2012-01-19T06:54:00.003-05:00

Today you are turning 11. How did the time go so fast? I feel like I blinked and your childhood vanished. And I worry that with my next blink you will be grown and gone. Your dad and I are so proud of you. I wish you could see all the potential that we see in you. Our Heavenly Father has blessed you with an amazing mind. Since you were born you have thirsted for knowledge. You love to learn. Reading has become one of your major interest. (Of course it doesn't compare to video games, but it is up there.)

You are kind. I have seen you reach out to others and you are always willing to help. This year you have gone to service projects with your dad to help with storm clean up. He always reports back on how hard you work. Even when it is hard for you, you reach out to those who don't fit in as well and try to make them feel included. This is what Heavenly Father wants you to do and it is the example that our Savior set for you.

Nicholas, you are such an important part of our family. You often set the mood for the whole house. (This can be both good and bad.) I know sometimes you feel that your parents push you too hard. Remember it is because we love you and we know all that you are capable of.

This year, I hope you remember how much you can achieve if you decide to. It is up to you, my son.

I love you more than I could ever express in words.

Love,

Mom

Time

2012-01-15T19:33:00.000-05:00

I want so badly to be a blogger. To find the time to write profound and witty posts about the happenings in my life and the meaning I have found. But alas, I realize that I do not possess the time for such a lofty aspiration.

My New Year's Resolution is to be better about my time. I need to see time as the finite resource that it is. Recognizing that if I want or need to do something, I will have to find a time slot for it. One will not just magically open. I am hoping by being more realistic with my time, I will feel less overwhelmed.

So far, I think I am doing alright. Of course institute hasn't really started yet. Neither has soccer season, cub scouts, chorus, or PTO. But I have come to realize that whatever I want costs time. And many things take longer than I want them to (cooking and cleaning.)

So, while I long to be an amazing and eloquent blogger, I have accepted that now is not the season for such. I will therefore just be content with posting pictures with an occasional comment on such pictures. At least that way there will be some record of the Metzger family.

Noel's Birthday Poem

2011-12-21T07:09:00.000-05:00

happy birthday to a beautiful woman

with a beautiful smile

who one day

looked at me

a bit differently

and considered in her heart

what was going through my mind

which eventually led her

to put her hands in mine

as we began our adventure

to last through all time

and little did I know

the fates we'd befall

and the ways

in which we'd change our selves

adapting

to accommodate each other

the other's comfort

increasingly more important

than our own

Happy Birthday Noel,

Love Joe, your proud husband

Happy Birthday Mom!

2011-12-20T00:07:00.001-05:00

Today my AMAZING mom turns 60! WOW! I'm so lucky to be your daughter.

A Pink Rose

2011-12-19T23:40:00.002-05:00

My mom and I share a birthday. When I was little my dad would buy my mom a red rose and me a pink one. It was our tradition. Well today the flower delivery man dropped off my pink rose. It made me feel so loved and connected to my parents even if they are a country away. Thanks Daddy! I love my pink rose.

They also sent me this beautiful bouquet. I guess when you turn 40 you get extra special treatment. Totally worth it.

Cat Empire

2011-12-14T08:50:00.006-05:00

Who has the best husband in the world? I do. That's who. This morning my favorite band in the world posted their North American tour dates on FB. I got so excited that I called Joe to tell him that we HAD to get tickets and go. Ends up that he had already bought tickets AND arranged for babysitting as a birthday present. So, we are headed to Boston in March to see the band where hip-hop meets reggae, where jazz is played with dirty hands, where a Cuban line meets an Aussie rule, where nothing seems in place but sounds like many places played in one earthly chord. (I totally took that last part off their web site.)

If you want, you can join us. Tickets are on sale but they are going fast. You can only come if you agree to dance your tush off, sing at the top of your lungs, and comment often that Felix may the coolest man alive (Joe excluded, of course.)

The Christmas Card

2011-12-02T06:58:00.000-05:00

Does everyone have a hard time getting the picture for the Christmas Card? We do. Here is our card, followed by our various attempts at getting a picture.

Poem

2011-12-01T14:15:00.001-05:00

The Comforter

by Joseph M. Metzger

Waking before the morning light

long after the cold has settled in

having taken over from where

the warmth once had been.

Closing my eyes again

wanting the day to disappear,

pulling my covers tighter still,

a temporary reprieve

from everyday routines

offering no comfort or relief,

affording no place for my dreams,

leaving me little strength or peace.

But soon I realize I must wake

and place one foot in front of the other

to make my way through the day

leaving the safety of my bed behind.

Wondering what I might have to look forward to,

wondering what I might find

to get me through the day

and through my life.

About to lose all hope and give up once more,

when the kindness of a stranger finds me

and personally reveals to my heart

a wholeness I haven’t felt before,

that I somehow recognize

as the love of the Savior

and finally realize the strength in his name

as Comforter.

Matthew's Birthday Party

2011-11-19T07:04:00.012-05:00

My five year old is so particular. He planned every aspect of his birthday party. It had to be an animal party. There had to be a pull string animal pinata. There had to be an animal craft and animal games. We had to have pizza, but it had to be from Little Caesars Pizza. He had to have mouse cupcakes, with licorice whiskers and vanilla wafer ears. (Which Melisa very kindly made for him.) And of course Caleb Yeager had to not only come, but be there first to arrive. Otherwise, according to Matthew, the party would be ruined.

Matthew's Birthday

2011-11-14T17:34:00.005-05:00

Here is the birthday boy! So excited about his special birthday breakfast. On the menu is bacon, waffles, and hot chocolate. Yum, Yum!

And here is the birthday boy not so happy that he has to share the spotlight with his brothers, even for one minute.

Matthew wanted to go to Taco Bell for lunch on his birthday. So I drove him to one and he informed me that it was not the right Taco Bell. Apparently, the Taco Bell by the boy's school is much better than the Taco Bell on Boston Road.

So after driving to the correct Taco Bell and ordering his special drink Matthew was very happy to hang out with his very favorite person... ME!

The Metzgers have a tradition of going out to eat on Birthdays. The birthday boy gets to pick where we go. Matthew picked to go to Red Rose. (A family favorite pizzeria here in Springfield.) Unfortunately, November 14th fell on a Monday and Red Rose is closed on Monday. So we headed over to Golden Corral because in August, Holden wanted to go to Golden Corral for his birthday. BUT, my family was in town and they love Red Rose and wanted to go there. At that time, we promised Holden that we would give him a rain check on Golden Corral. This we felt would be a perfect time to cash in Holden's rain check. The only problem with said plan is that we pulled into the parking lot of Golden Corral and the line was out the door and around the building. What is the deal with that place? Who waits in line that long for food? And what is the deal with the universe? Does it have no idea how carefully I plan things out and how upset I get when they don't work out?

Anyway, we ended up at Red Robin. With two rain checks for eating out. One for Golden Corral and one for Red Rose. Joe met us there. We had a really nice time, in spite of the plan failure.

Joe had to help Holden pick something. Holden has a hard time making up his mind and committing to things. Where does he get that from?

Nicholas was shocked when I told him he didn't have to order off the kids menu.

We came home, sang happy birthday, blew out candles, and ate cake. Matthew opened the present from his brothers. A very cool remote control spider.

Here is Matthew's Birthday Banner. Another Metzger Family Tradition. I am sorry it is so hard to read. Matthew was very particular on where each letter went. It was all about how it looked without regard to readability.

All in all a fabulous day! Happy Birthday Baby! I love love love you!

Dear Matthew,

2011-11-14T08:39:00.002-05:00

FIVE! Today you are turning five. You are so big. And everyday you learn and grow a little more. It makes me feel old that my baby is so independent now. You can read. You can get yourself dressed. You can make your bed. You won't even let me walk you to primary now. I hope you know how important you are to our family. Your big brothers adore you and try so hard to watch out for you. Everyday you make your dad and me smile.

Often, I say to you, "Thanks for being my son."

To which you reply, "I didn't have a choice."

Choice or no choice, we are glad you're a Metzger. What would our lives be like without our Matthew Emerson Metzger?

You share a birthday with my Grandpa Woolstenhulme. He was a good man and I hope you will honor the heritage that he left you.

My wish for you this year is that you will grow big and strong not only physically but in a knowledge of God and His love for you.

Love,

Mom

Dear Daddy,

2011-11-02T00:17:00.003-04:00

Happy Birthday! I'm glad your my daddy. I like when you let me watch stuff on my DS. I love how you tell me stories. Sometimes, they are funny. I'm glad that you took me to the They Might Be Giants concert. I hope you get what you really want for your birthday.

Love,

Matthew

Apple Picking

2011-10-10T17:30:00.006-04:00

It is our tradition to go Apple picking on Columbus Day. This year we went with the Ackermans and the Rousseaus. Fall in New England is amazing. I've never loved fall because I know that winter is just around the corner. However, fall is beginning to grow on me.

First Day Of School Year 2011-2012

2011-08-29T14:49:00.000-04:00

Saying Goodbye

2011-08-17T18:58:00.000-04:00

When I was a little girl, I was so bad at saying goodbye. We would leave our cousin's house to travel home and I would cry and cry and cry. Who am I kidding? I am still very bad at it.

This seems to be one of the many traits that I have passed on to my boys. The Woolstenhulme cousins left to fly home from the airport in New Jersey and the Metzger boys were just so very sad. Notice the sad eyes.

Thanks again for coming. It was so great to spend time with you.

Statue Of Liberty

2011-08-16T17:00:00.001-04:00

The next day we went to Ellis Island and Liberty Island. These are the only pictures I have. It is when we were waiting to board the ferry in New Jersey to take us over. Again, remember no Joe means no pictures.

New York City

2011-08-15T14:32:00.001-04:00

We headed to New York City the day after Holden's baptism. Poor Joe had to stay home and work. Stinks for him, but someone has to pay for all my fun.

We all stayed at Embassy Suites right across the Lincoln Tunnel in New Jersey. The boys and I stayed in Grandma and Grandpa's room. The cousins and Uncle Nathan and Aunt Liesa were right next door.

On Monday we took the bus into Manhattan. The bus stop was right across the street from the hotel.

These are all pictures of the tour bus trip we took of the city. I had never done it before and it was great.

The guy in the corner of the picture with the microphone was our tour guy. He was very informative and tried to be funny. I can't remember his name...

The Brooklyn Bridge

This is a famous jazz club where nearly all the great jazz artists have played. Someday I'm going to visit here, I put it on my bucket list.

These are all drawings done by elementary school kids after September 11th. They are going to put them on tiles and make a memorial out of them.

Apparently, Matthew is upset about me taking his picture.

The bus was really neat, but you can only sit on top. There are no seats inside the bus. This is only a problem when there is a huge rain storm that you are caught on while driving through the city. I don't have any pictures, but it was CRAZY.

I am not good at taking pictures anymore. Joe usually has his camera and takes more pictures than anyone could possibly want, so when he is not around we don't get as much documented.

After the bus ride we hung out in Times Square a little.

Austin was ready to go home.

Here is a close up in case you missed that super cute face!

In spite of the moments of rain, it was a fun day. A special thanks to Grandpa, Grandma, Uncle Nathan, Aunt Liesa, Jacob, Brandon, Tyler, and Austin for going to New York City with us. We LOVE New York.

Baptismal Day

2011-08-13T18:14:00.019-04:00

Our Holden was baptized and confirmed today. We would like to thank all of our family and friends who came and added to the joy of the day.

Here are some highlights of the day, in no particular order.

1. Joe only had to say the baptismal prayer two times, as compared with three for Nicholas.

2. After the baptism we served, by request of Holden, Tacos. Yummy Yummy.

3. Melisa made Holden a great CTR cake (that was not from a box) and we all sang Happy Birthday to him.

4. We had beautiful Hydrangeas for centerpieces provided by Gail.

5. In keeping with the unconventional nature of the Metzger family, Bishop Reed sported his flip flops. We love our Bishop!

6. When Noel takes on a project everyone gets put to work. Even little 4 year olds.

7. Whenever large groups of children get together, the instinct is to run wild in packs. They deserved to have some fun though after the great job they did on the special musical number.

8. On these special occasions we are a grateful for the ordinances of the gospel that bind us to our Heavenly Father, to each other, and to all those we love.

Turning Eight is GREAT!

2011-08-12T20:54:00.001-04:00

Holden's birthday was extra special this year. Grandma and Grandpa Woolstenhulme and some of his Woolstenhulme cousins were here to help him celebrate.

A birthday won't be a birthday without a special birthday breakfast. Waffles, bacon, fried eggs, and tang were on Holden's menu.

After breakfast we headed off to spend the day at Six Flags. Here are Holden and Grandpa.

The big boys headed off with Aunt Liesa, Uncle Nathan, and Grandpa to go on some rollercoasters. Grandpa was most impressed with his ride on the Flashback.

Matthew, Tyler, Austin, and I headed over to Wiggles World and did some rides there. Look at Austin on the airplanes. How can you not love that face?

Tyler really liked all the characters and wanted to hug all of them. Matthew not so much, but he will go along with anything.

After Six Flags we headed over to Red Rose for some yummy yummy pizza. Family, fun, and food. What more do you need to make a birthday GREAT?

Dear Holden,

2011-08-12T08:48:00.005-04:00

Today you are turning 8. What a year of big steps for you. In a few days you will be baptized and make your own covenant with God. And then in a few weeks you will start public school for the first time. While it makes me happy to see you grow and experience life; a little bit of my heart is sad that the time we have together is flying by so very fast.

I love being your mom. Your sweet gentle spirit adds so much to our family. At times I am amazed at the pureness of your heart. I am sure you were sent here to be an example to me and a reminder of what is truly important in life.

Happy Birthday my son! I wish you happiness and excitement as you take these big giant leaps this year.

Love,

Mom

Driving Home

2011-08-06T23:35:00.001-04:00

Joe likes to drive. At least that is the excuse for never letting me drive. And I mean never. Matthew even asked him once if Daddies could sit in the front passenger seat. I, however, am not bothered by this at all. And this is the reason. When leaving Virginia at 6 pm and driving all night to get home, Joe drives and I sleep. I guess that is the price Joe has to pay for never letting me behind the wheel.

Here is a really cool tunnel we drove through on the way home. Of course there was a toll. In total we paid nearly $40 in tolls to drive home. The westerner in me HATES tolls.
Joe loves to document the trips home through pictures. But of course he has to take the pictures, because I don't do it right. Apparently, it is worth risking the life of your family for that perfect shot.
And here the boys are upon our arrival at 4 am.
It was a wonderful trip and we are so glad we got to go.

Note: I think that is important to mention that I also don't mind letting Joe drive all the time because he is a terrible back seat driver. I do love that man!

Jamestown

2011-08-06T09:15:00.006-04:00

We also visited Jamestown, which is the site of the first permanent English settlement here in the United States of America. You all know the story of Jamestown; Pocahontas, John Smith, and John Rolfe.

This is a picture of the boys in front of the Jamestown Memorial. It is hidden behind the trees. It did surprise me how many memorials are big and tall and obelisk.
Here is a picture Joe took of the monument.

It was another really hot and humid day and we were really feeling it. Nicholas is in a really bad mood here and we are trying to talk him out of it.

Matthew and Holden are looking out over the River. Pretty much just looking for someplace to sit down.

The Colonial Highway is a stretch of road that connects Williamsburg, Yorktown, and Jamestown. It is so beautiful and we drove along it for a while.

At one point I noticed some strange movement on the side of the road, so we pulled over to check it out. There were hundreds of these little tiny crabs on the side of the road. They were really neat (and a little freaky.)

Yorktown

2011-08-05T08:55:00.001-04:00

We also headed over to the sight of the Yorktown Battlefield. Which, in case you are not a huge history buff, was the last big battle of the Revolutionary War.

There were lots of cannons, both French and American.

We went on a tour of the battlefields. Our tour guide was a volunteer who was very knowledgeable and captivating. Perhaps more for Joe and I than for the boys.

We took the free trolly ride to see the monument and the City of Yorktown,

Toured the museum inside the Visitor Center.
And visited the gift store.
I think my favorite part was just looking at the River and imagining what it was like in 1781 when George Washington faced Cornwallis.

Colonial Williamsburg

2011-08-04T07:18:00.001-04:00

We did eventually leave the timeshare to check out Colonial Williamsburg.

We thought about bringing one of these home for our new time out, but it won't fit in the car.

A "Joe" shot of an old fence.
Cannons like those used in the Revolutionary War.

Nicholas and I waiting for Joe to finish taking pictures. If Joe has his camera we are always waiting. It was so humid. I have never felt such humility.
All the employees dress up in period costume.
My boys with Thomas Jefferson.

Activities On Site

2011-08-03T14:49:00.001-04:00

The resort had a lot of on site activities that we took advantage of during the week. There was a scavenger hunt where you explored the property and collected items and facts.A magic show preformed by Bill the Magician.

Mini Golf. Joe would like the record to show that he got a hole in one. This was a big hit and Matthew said it was his favorite part of the entire vacation.

Racquetball.

So much fun.

The Pool

2011-08-03T10:03:00.005-04:00

We were at the pool at least twice a day. Well, really if you count the inside pool there was four pools. The resort even showed a movie at the pool one night that you could watch while you swim. The kids swam and swam. Joe and I swam a lot as well but we also liked to hang out by the pool to read and chill. Matthew mastered the art of chilling.

My view from pool side.
Aren't they all amazing looking.

Powhatan Resort

2011-08-02T07:22:00.005-04:00

We got to the timeshare at Powhatan Resort really late Sunday night and fell into bed. We didn't get to see how beautiful the grounds were until the next morning.

Pretty much all we accomplished on Monday was to go to Costco and buy our food for the week.

And then we just hung out. This really was the perfect vacation for us. A lot of time to relax, chill, and be together. We Loved it. These are pictures of the timeshare.

The boys are hanging out on the balcony reading.

Reading on the bed.
And on the couch. I guess we like to read.
Joe's morning ritual; mate and journal writing. He brought it all with him of course.

Charles Town, West Virginia

2011-08-01T14:03:00.005-04:00

After DC we drove to a hotel in Charles Town, West Virginia and spent the night at a Hotel there.

West Virginia is so green and lush. Just breath taking. We went to West Virginia because Joe's friend since birth, Rick LaMalfa lives there. We went to church with him and his family and then spent the day with them.

Here is the LaMalfa family Teresa, Lisa, Samantha, Deanna, and Rick.

We didn't take any pictures of them while we were there, so I stole this off of Rick's Facebook.

Washington DC

2011-07-31T11:14:00.004-04:00

We had to drive through Washington DC, so we planned to spend the day there, visiting all of the sites at the Nation's Capital.

This is a picture taken at the WWII Memorial. Each star represents 100 service men and women who were killed. The WWII Memorial is breath taking and a nice reminder of the Greatest Generation.
The Washington Memorial. Pretty Amazing!
We ate a sack lunch on some benches at the Mall. If you look way in the back you can see the Capital building. We did not walk down to see it.
And this is why. I'm not sure if this picture captures how hot and humid it was in DC when we were there. But look at Matthew's hair and Nicholas's face and you get the idea.

The Lincoln Memorial. My favorite. On the sides of the Memorial they have the Gettysburg Address and Lincoln's 2nd inaugural address carved into the walls. They are such inspiring speeches. I wish I could vote for him.
The boys in front of the White House. Isn't Holden's shirt perfect for our visit? It wasn't even planned.

Driving

2011-07-31T09:08:00.020-04:00

For our summer vacation this year we headed to Williamsburg, Virginia. We left really early and drove. Joe feels it is important to document the actual driving so here you go.

Here we are all buckled up and ready to go. We were suppose to leave at 4, but set the alarm wrong and left at 5 instead. The boys were sleepy but excited to be headed out.

One of our many potty breaks. If you've ever traveled with me, you understand the significance of the word many.

We drove through New York City. Even driving through the city is exciting.

There are lots of amazing bridges between Massachusetts and Virginia. Here is one of them.

But let's be really honest, this is the reason the boys like car trips. Lots of video game time.

Holden's Baptism

2011-07-09T19:33:00.002-04:00

And The Winner Is......

2011-05-17T07:59:00.003-04:00

Gage Ackerman

Note how I picked the most unmissionary photo I could find.

Pretty lucky considering he didn't even know he entered. I guess this is one of the blessings that will flow to him from serving a mission.

Contest Updates

2011-05-16T13:01:00.003-04:00

OK. So the contest ends today. Tomorrow I will post the winner. So far, two people (Gail and Lucy) have the maximum entries (which is 8).

Couple of fun facts about the contest:

Youngest contestant was Elizabeth age 6.

Gage Ackerman and Kat Schneider both entered the contest without knowing it. (According to the rules if you sent me a letter you got 5 entries and they both wrote me this week. Lucky, lucky.)

After posting the rules, I realized how egocentric it was to make one of the ways to enter writing about me on your blog. Perhaps I should have thought a little more about that one.

Thanks for entering. Check tomorrow to find out if you won!

Questionare

2011-05-05T05:52:00.000-04:00

What is the wallpaper on your cellphone? What ever came with the phone

Did you get anough sleep last night?Is that even possible?

What’s the first thing you thought about this morning? It's time to get up already?

What’s the last thing you thought about before you went to sleep last night? Does life ever really slow down?

What do you have handy at your bedside? an alarm clock

Grilled or Fried? Grilled, at least when it comes to chicken

What makes you unique?I say things others don't and I look at life differently

Are you afraid of the dark? I fear darkness, but not the dark.

Favorite hangout? Anywhere with Joe.(Except Disco Biscuit concerts)

3 things food items you cannot live without? Olive oil, flour, and yeast

Are you a giver or a taker? Both, but I think everyone is. I give more to my kids than I take. And to my parents and husband I probably take more than I give.

Are you high maintenance? Again, it depends on the role in which I am playing. Joe would say I am high maintenance, but I think others wouldn't think so. (Oh and for the record if being high maintenance means I get to lay on the couch and watch TV all day, I want to become more high maintenance.)

What are your nicknames? Wello. Most people don't know that.

Mommy’s girl/boy or daddy’s girl/boy? Both…

What is your favorite thing about your dad? My dad is loyal and he loves us. I never doubted that.

What 1 thing would you take with you on a deserted island? Netflix and something to watch it on.

First thing you will save in a fire? I'm pretty sure I would be so overwhelmed that I wouldn't be able to save anything. I just shut down in moments of stress.

Blonde or Brunette boys? Brunette.

Whats your favorite color? I don't have a favorite color, that would require me to commit to something.

What are the things you always take with you? kids

What did you wanna be when you were a kid? I don't remember. It was that long ago.

What do you usually do when the clock turns 10:10? Nothing. Does anyone do something special?

What’s the color of your bedsheet? beige
Did America really put a man on the moon? Yes

So I took this off Kristine's blog and I think I accidently published it with her answers. I am so smart. If you are reading this part, these are my answers.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-05-04T11:35:00.002-04:00

Ten On Tuesday

2011-05-03T17:01:00.002-04:00

Things I Do Before 8:30 In The Morning

1. Laundry-At least start the never ending process

2. Dishes-Load and Unload dishwasher

3. Beds- Both me and the kids

4. Shower & Get Dressed- Both me and the kids

5. Make Lunches for Joe and Nicholas

6. Brush Teeth and Hair- Both me and the kids

7. Scriptures & Prayers-Personal and Family

8. 10 minutes of Yoga

9. Breakfast

10. Check E-mail

**Note: My friend Lucy does a list on her blog every Tuesday. The topic is suggested by an outside source and then she (and other bloggers I assume) write on that topic. Today the given topic was favorite birds. Since I'm not even sure I know the names of 10 birds I made up my own topic. (I cheat.)

*Disclaimer: I do have bad days where I do not make it through all 10 things.

Contest

2011-05-02T10:48:00.001-04:00

I am having a contest to celebrate two things that I love; free stuff and mail.

Here is how it will work.

The contest will run for two weeks starting today.

There are three ways to enter:

1. Let me know that you know my contest exists. Email me, call me, text me, tell me in person, facebook me, or just comment here. Do this and you will be entered once.

2. If you have a blog mention me in your blog. You don't have to mention my contest or my blog, just mention me. Say how you know me, how talented my husband is, or that you think I am weird. Do this one you will be get two entries. (If you don't have a blog, start one so that I can blog stalk you.)

3. Mail me a letter. Yes the old fashioned kind with a stamp and an envelope. Do this and you will get FIVE entries. ( I told you I love mail.)

You can enter all three ways. So if you do all of them you could have eight entries.

Every entry will be given a number and I will have one randomly selected.

If you win my contest I will mail you a package full of free stuff .

So hurry and enter today!

My blog

2011-05-01T21:13:00.004-04:00

I love blogs. I love to read about everyone's lives and to peer into their brains to know their thoughts.

I've also been experiencing a longing to be a better blogger myself. But, I sit down to write a post I find myself lacking the inspiration. It seems as if every post would say the same thing. We did ____. It was great. Aren't my kids the cutest in the universe? And while my mom would love those posts; (She has to, she is my mom.) I feel that this would not quench my longing.

I have noticed, as I have been doing my ritualistic blog stalking, that there are some really cute ideas on other's blogs. So I am going to attempt to do some of these on my blog for a little bit and see if it will get my creative juice flowing. (I meant that to be singular, I'm pretty sure I only have one.)

We've been accepted

2011-04-01T05:00:00.002-04:00

Denmark, here we come!

When we applied for the Lawyers without borders program we were told that we could be on the list for years. Apparently, all the natural disasters have made travelers more anxious about leaving the borders of the good old United States of America. But not us.

We did assume that when we did make it to the top of the list, we would be headed someplace where our rudimentary spanish would be useful, but apparently not. That's OK, we can live with it. We are very excited to begin our adventure.

So obviously you are asking when we are leaving, just check today's date and you will know.

to noel on our anniversary

2011-03-21T09:53:00.004-04:00

As a special gift, I wish
I could give you a few more hours for every day.
But not to give you more time
to drive from place to place
or take care of your responsibilities
that multiply continuously.

Rather, I would prefer
that the sun didn't set so fast
so that we had more time
to walk through parks hand in hand,
to get away liek we always plan.

And more importantly,
to just do more of the same.
Such as talking and laughing,
driving from place to place together,
discussing our plans and future,
watching the boys
explore the world and discover
that regardless of what we have or do,
what makes us happiest,
is simply having time with each other.

Portraits of the boys

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These were created with real black and white film.

Embracing the Geekiness

2011-02-28T08:28:00.001-05:00

Lately there has been an onslaught of evidence that the members of the Metzger family are geeks.

Evidence #1

Spinner Magazine published a top 10 list of the biggest geeks in music. Near the very top at position number 3 is They Might Be Giants. The signicance of this? We love TMBG. They are the boy's favorite band. (Yes, even beating out Phish.) Nicholas got an MP3 player for Christmas which is loaded almost entirely with TMBG songs.

Evidence #2

Speaking of Christmas, Joe and I got the kids a telescope for Christmas. A really big one that can see the spot on Jupiter. Wrapped up it was taller than Holden and Matthew. Just the fact that we would get them that instead of something cool like a Wii, provides tons of proof into our inner geek.

Evidence #3

The other day our friends invited us to go to the Connecticut Science Museum with them. The boys were so excited you would have thought that we were on our way to Disney. Upon leaving they were so sad and kept asking when we were coming back. There is a fun, even if it is smaller, science museum in Springfield and if I were a willing participant, we would go daily. It isn't just science museums though. Given carte blance to pick an activity for our family to do in New York City, Holden chose to go to the Metropolitan Museum Of Art.

Evidence #4

Our trips to the library are a highlight of our week. We leave with about half the library. And not just fun books, but all sorts of non-fiction as well.

I think you are getting the idea, even if I don't mention the fact that I homeschool, that we sing in the car, that we all get super excited if we catch Wait, Wait, Don't Tell Me (The NPR news quiz show) on the radio, or that last night the boys were hugely disappointed that I made them turn off a documentary on origami to go to bed.

While my first inclination was to deny the evidence and continue under the assumption that we are cool, I have decided to embrace the geekiness. Metzger are geeks. But, we're pretty cool ones.

Coolness

2011-01-31T11:41:00.003-05:00

I have a tendency to worry that my children's current behavior is a foreshadowing of things to come.

For example, Matthew has become obsessed with being cool. He informed me that he is not cute but cool. My four year old also informed me that his super power is that you can not wipe his cool off. I know this is adorable, but instead of just enjoying the moment I become stressed of how this will play out when he is in middle school.

Hence, the following conversation which occurred after he asked me again if he was cool.

Me: Matthew, it is more important to do the right thing and follow Jesus than it is to be cool.

Matthew: Why?

Me: Because we love Jesus and want to be like him.

Matthew: Well, I think Jesus is cool.

Maybe I worry too much.

Follow the Prophet

2011-01-18T10:35:00.002-05:00

Rudolph

2011-01-17T07:20:00.003-05:00

Away in a manger

2011-01-09T20:44:00.002-05:00

Christmas Poem

2010-12-25T06:00:00.004-05:00

Occasionally, all the world stops on a single thought

and the hush of quiet softens our hearts

so that we can see and hear and feel what it means

to give instead of take, to wish instead of hate.

And maybe for a moment, collectively remember

how to forgive and forget and how to love one another.

-Joseph Metzger

Four is great

2010-11-30T08:30:00.003-05:00

Now that he is four, Matthew is all grown up. Just ask him. Apparently, not only can four year olds play soccer (which he has been waiting for) they can also carry heavy objects by themselves. They also don't have to hold your hand when crossing the street. Or sit in a car seat. As a parent you are pretty much useless once your child hits four.

The day after his fourth birthday we pulled out the scriptures to read. Generally, when it is Matthew's turn to read I point to the words say them and then he repeats them. But on this day, when I started to read, he put up his hand and said, "I don't need help."

And then he sat there and stared at the words for a while. Finally he looked up at me and said, "Well, maybe a little help."

Good to know I still have some value, even if he is four.

Thanksgiving Things

2010-11-25T06:16:00.002-05:00

There are certain things that are forever tied into holidays. They become a part of the celebration and excitement of the day. For me Candy Corn will forever be associated with Thanksgiving.

Growing up, there would be candy corn at your place setting on the Thanksgiving table. Before the blessing and subsequent feasting, we would go around and name a blessing for each of the candies. If there was a small group it was 7 and if it was a large group only 3.

And then there is the song. How can a family that has it's own birthday song, not have a Thanksgiving song? I realized that my boys didn't know this song and I felt as if I had betrayed my heritage. But never fear, that will be rectified this year. And for all those future generations that follow me, here is part of your legacy.

Cartloads of Pumpkins as yellow as gold

Onions in silvery strings

Shining red apples

And clusters of grapes

Nuts and a host of good things

Chickens

And turkeys

And fat little pigs

All this is what Thanksgiving brings

I just have one questions for my dearly departed great great ancestor who made this song a tradition. Since when are pumpkins yellow? This has puzzled me since I was little.

I am grateful for all of you my friends. You have enriched my life and made me a better person. Happy Thanksgiving.

Springfield Children's Choir

2010-11-20T07:36:00.002-05:00

Nicholas and Holden are singing with the Springfield Children's Choir. They LOVE it. They come home from rehearsal all excited and practicing their new songs. These are pictures from their first performance. The Choir sang at a fundraiser.

Check out the handsome boy three from the right.

The choir went over to the fundraiser on a bus. Is their a cuter face in the universe?

There is my Holden.

One of the things the boys really like is that a lot of their friends sing with them. In this group are Bronson, Gavin, Aalyia, and Roci.

The wise decision

2010-11-19T07:14:00.000-05:00

A few months back, Joe and I had to decide whether or not to keep our leased Toyota Camry. After some thought and a realistic look at our budget, we decided not to keep it. We turned it in and got a small Geo Prism that doesn't have a payment. It was the wisest thing we've done in a long time. Not only do we not have a car payment, but our car insurance went way down as well. I really should be so proud of us and happy with this decision.

I've always seen myself as someone not really concerned about what others think. That's why I've been surprised at how people's reaction has effected me. We've heard everything from, "So, this is what you drive now?" or "Is this your car?" I really liked having a nice car.

And in the automotive world this is a step down. The Camry drove so smooth and quiet. There was a lot more room in the back seat for the boys. And it was just so pretty. (Do I sound like a commercial?)

The more time goes by and I am removed from my beloved Camry, I become more and more content with the wisdom that we have shown. But, if your in the market for a new car, check out the Camrys.

Wordless Wednesday

2010-11-10T10:22:00.000-05:00

Closet Introvert

2010-11-07T17:21:00.005-05:00

Recently I've had a few experiences that have led me to decide that I need to make a public declaration. Are you ready?

I am painfully shy and insecure.

Perhaps you don't believe me. You feel that you have seen me be outgoing and perhaps even gregarious. The truth is I feel that I have to be that way. I much rather sit in a corner and hope no one notices me. For some reason I feel it is my duty to make others comfortable. (I never said I didn't have a warped sense of reality.) So I force myself to talk to others.

Perhaps you have felt that I have shunned you. Nope. I am not a shunner. The only thing that you experienced was my own insecurities being made manifest. Sometimes my own insecurities become so overwhelming I can not force myself to reach out and I just retreat into my comfortable spaces.

So I apologize for any offense that may have been felt. It was not intentional. Most likely I love you and would cry if I knew I had hurt your feelings.

Thoughtful Thursday

2010-11-04T20:16:00.005-04:00

I didn't have to teach institute this week due to the celebration of Joe's birth. In recognition of all the wonderful ways that Joe has made the world a better place, I have decided to quote Joseph Michael Metzger.

"Damn."

Wordless Wednesday

2010-11-03T06:00:00.000-04:00

One Year Older And Wiser Too?

2010-11-02T20:14:00.001-04:00

Joe celebrated number 37 today. He loves his birthday and we love to share it with him.

The boys and I made our traditional birthday sign.

We went out for Chinese food and Sushi.

Then we came home, opened presents, blew out candles, and had cake. (The flourless chocolate cakes he likes so much.)

He got a ticket to see a band he likes, (Medeski, Martin, & Wood) a Mark Gordon (the bassist from Phish) CD, and some money (which he loves).

But the celebration of Joe's birth, did not begin today. On Saturday his mom and dad came from Schenectady bringing food, fun, and beautiful cake.

Nicholas, Holden, Matthew and I believe the world is a better place because Joe was born. We love Him.

Thoughtful Thursday

2010-10-28T09:20:00.003-04:00

If you judge people you have no time to love them.- Mother Teresa

Wordless Wednesday

2010-10-27T09:21:00.000-04:00

Memories of Auntie May

2010-10-23T19:39:00.003-04:00

My great Aunt Alice May passed away this week. It wasn't a surprise. When I was visiting in August, I saw her and knew it would be the last time I saw her on earth. I am grateful that I had the opportunity to kiss her one last time. "Auntie May," as we all called her, was the last one remaining from her generation. Her death marks the end of a generation. A generation devoted to the Lord and to their family. Our lives are better because they came before us.

While my feelings are poignant and tears are close, I feel the need to look back at what I remember of Auntie May.

Remember that old green bicycle with the funny seat that she rode around everywhere? She probably outlived everyone because she rode that thing for years. It had that wicker basket in the front that was always full of things to share. Usually things that kids didn't really love like vegetables and green drink.

I still do someone of the exercises Alice May taught me while giving me singing lessons. I stick my finger down my throat and stick my tongue way out. I'm not sure they work, but I still do them.

Grandma Watkins was so proud of Auntie May and all of her accomplishments. Those two funny ladies with their wigs and hats. I love that Harriet, Alice May, and Grandma were such good friends. I love that those sisters grew old together and loved each other always. I want that with my sisters.

There is so much more, but I am at the point where I can't see the screen through my tears.

I love you Auntie May. Give Grandma a hug for me.

New Calling

2010-10-21T18:51:00.002-04:00

Five weeks ago, President Forsberg asked me to stop by his office. It was then that he released me from my calling in Young Womens and asked me to teach institute. I was only in Young Womens for a year. I'm starting to get the feeling that no one wants to work with me and so they shuffle me around a lot.

I am excited about institute, but mostly just overwhelmed. There is some serious prep to teach this lesson every week. I teach on Tuesday nights in Amherst at 7:30 and you are all invited to attend. I would love to see happy smiling faces in the crowd.

Every week I write a quote on the board. It doesn't always have anything to do with the lesson. It is just something that I found that I like. So in my efforts to no longer neglect this blog (and to keep my favorite quotes in a safe place) I have decided to post them here as well. I will call them, Thoughtful Thursdays. Aren't I clever?

Here are the one's I have used so far. The italics parts following each quote are just my little comments.

Let questions arise, but never doubts. - F. Enzio Busche

This one is one of my favorites, and if you've had any conversations with me lately, you've probably already heard it.

"Mormonism" includes all truth. There is no truth but what belongs to the Gospel. If you can find a truth in heaven, earth, or hell, it belongs to our doctrine. We believe it; it is ours; we claim it.- Brigham Young

When I asked the class what they thought about this one, Samuel said, "It sounds like something you would like. " What do you suppose he meant by that?

No message appears in the scriptures more times, in more ways than, Ask and ye shall receive. -Boyd K Packer

There is more to life than increasing its speed. -Mohatma Gandhi

Since beginning to teach, my Tuesdays are insane. I'm pretty sure that's the reason this one appeals to me.

Both read the Bible day and night

But thou read'st black, where I read white- William Blake

Blake was a English poet and printmaker who was died 3 years before the church was reorganized. I am teaching Doctrine and Covenants and Church History. I love how this speaks of the confusion that can arise and the need for additional revelation.

Don't let the workings of adversity totally abosorb your life.- Richard G Scott

What are your favorite quotes? Send them to me and maybe I can use them.

Alice May Sailey

2010-10-19T19:37:00.000-04:00

Alice May Brewer Saily

1919 ~ 2010

Alice May Brewer Saily was born Jan. 13, 1919 and died Oct. 19, 2010 at 91 years old. Alice was an active member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints all of her life devoting much to her time, talent and means to the church and to her family. She will be sorely missed by dozens of her grateful nieces, nephews, and friends to whom she has given so much. Alice was preceded in death by her husband Walt Saily. Funeral services will be held at 1:00 p.m., Monday, October 25, 2010 at the Lakeside 8th Ward Chapel, 131 South 1600 West, Provo. Friends may call at the church one hour prior to services. Our sincere thanks to Bel Aire Assisted Living in Orem for the loving and tender care they gave Alice over the years.

And yet another thing I am not so great at...... blogging

2010-08-26T10:13:00.000-04:00

So what have you been up to? Has your life been full and happy? Have you missed us? Well, here my dear friends is a quick update on the comings and goings of the Metzger household.

Joe is still employed at O & G.

It's a long commute, over an hour each way. Not too long ago, I made the mistake of calculating how much more time we would have with him if the commute wasn't so far. It's a lot and I'm sure you will all get sick of hearing me go on and on about it. O&G is a great company and we are grateful for his job.

As previous mentioned Joe attended a lot of Phish concerts this summer. In recognition of this fact, Joe dubbed this summer as the summer of Phish. Being in the presence of these musical masters that much, nearly gave Joe's life enough meaning to make him want to go on.

In the spirit of full disclosure, I should put it out there that I did

have a really good time at the one Phish concert I attended with him. It's amazing how familiar I was with their music. Considering the years of constant exposure I shouldn't have been surprised.

Here we are before the concert. Don't we look happy?

I recently got back from visiting my family. It was wonderful. I do plan on blogging all about it, someday.....

Due to my calling in Young Women's I went to both Youth Conference and Girl's Camp. I still wonder however if they released me from Primary for being a bad example to the kids. I just could not master sitting still.....

My sister Sarah came to visit. Fun, fun, fun. Future blog post about this as well. (It will happen, but don't hold your breath.)

Nicholas loved his first year of Public School. I am so happy that it worked out the way it did. It really was a blessing for this control freak mom. His teacher Ms. Shumans was kind and we will miss her.

Holden just turned 7. I can't stand how fast they are growing up. He LOVED soccer, which was nice because he doesn't like very much.

Matthew's platelets are almost in the normal range. Our last count was 137. (Normal is between 150 and 400) We don't have to go back to the hematologist for 3 months. Hip Hip Hooray.

Well there you have it, a brief synopsis of the Metzger family. Does this mean I am all caught up?

Thoughts on Phish

2010-06-05T21:37:00.003-04:00

Joe has purchased tickets to four Phish concerts this year. Nope, that isn't a misprint. Four. It probably would be more, but his sister Karen's wedding is on the same weekend of the SPAC (Saratoga Performing Arts Center) shows. He has tickets on the 18th and 19th in Hartford. The 22nd in Boston and the 26th in Maryland.

"So what?" you are thinking. "We are supposed to be surprised by Joe Metzger's obsession with Phish?"

No, I know you all realize Joe's true love.

The news here is that after 10 years on hiatus, I will be joining him for one of the Phish concerts. To prepare me for the blessed event Joe has been giving me homework assignments and quizzes. I'm not doing too well.

As I have been inundated with Phish, I am continually amazed at the level of commitment it takes to truly be a Phish fan. Joe can tell you the set list of any concert he has been to and some that he hasn't. This is the same guy who can't remember which cupboard the pans go into. When he gets together with other Phish fans, he can talk for hours about all things Phish. He knows technic they use on the instruments, the mythology behind their lyrics, and how to clap on Stash.

I'm afraid that I just don't have it in me to devote so much to Phish. Deep in his heart, I know Joe wishes I could share his devotion to his beloved quartet. That may never happen, but I will learn how to clap on Stash.

Being a mom

2010-05-10T10:33:00.004-04:00

So I kind of have a love hate relationship with being a mom. I love the big cheesy grins my kids give me. I hate brushing their teeth. I love eating as a family. I hate the mess that is left to clean up. I love watching them participate in things they love. I hate being a taxi service. I love to watch them learn new things. I hate nagging them to do their homework. I love having them in my life. I hate the stress of worry I am doing it wrong.

But in the end, life is not a balance sheet and I won't change the Metzger boys for anything. I am glad to be their mom.

The bunkbed

2010-03-22T16:50:00.003-04:00

The BEST news we've had this month.

Matthew went to the doctor to have his platelets checked. 137! That's right. 137! That is almost double last month, with NO medication or intervention.

Due to his low platelet count I haven't allowed him to go up on the top bunk with Nicholas even for a minute. It was probably an overkill, especially the last few months when his platelets were hanging around the 75 mark. I told Matthew that if his platelets went above 100 I would let him go up and read with Nicholas on his bunk. All month Holden has been praying that his platelets would go above 100, so this is a real answer to a child's prayers. The normal range for platelets is between 150 and 400. But with a platelet count of 137 Matthew is out of any real danger.

Brag, brag, brag, brag, brag

2010-02-23T12:30:00.000-05:00

I think my husband is a genius. Well, at least behind a camera. I just wanted to show a little of the work he did in 2009. Thus the following posts......

New Born Photo Shoot

2010-02-23T12:25:00.000-05:00

Wedding

2010-02-23T12:20:00.000-05:00

Maternity and Kids

2010-02-23T12:15:00.000-05:00

Wedding

2010-02-23T12:10:00.000-05:00

Quinceanera

2010-02-23T12:05:00.000-05:00

Dance Recital

2010-02-23T12:00:00.000-05:00

Nicholas Is A Bear

2010-01-20T12:52:00.001-05:00

Nicholas earned his Wolf badge at our Blue and Gold Banquet. We are very proud of him for all his hard work. He loves scouting. The boys did a skit about the history of scouting and Nicholas lead the flag ceremony. (Sorry about your blurry face, Brother Lewis.)

A Sunbeam, A Sunbeam, I'll be a Sunbeam For Him

2010-01-03T18:30:00.000-05:00

So it happened. My baby left nursery and is now officially in with the big kids in primary. He loves it. He did great, no tears, fears, or worries. Mom on the other hand was a mess. I cried when I left him in the primary room. And then I had to leave Gospel Doctrine class because I started again.

Here is his class. Look how happy he is to be there.

We are very lucky to have the BEST Sunbeam teacher in the whole church. Sister Mulchay is wonderful and Matthew loves her. He is always talking about what Sister Muchay teaches him.

Here they are in their classroom. Serenity, Ava, Matthew and Moroni.

I hate that my baby is growing up. Can someone please slow it down?

It's 12 O'clock Somewhere

2009-12-31T23:59:00.001-05:00

New Year's Eve was my last night with my parents. Their plane left super super early on New Year's Day. So they didn't want to saty up. I told them they could just pull an all nighter, but they thought that wasn't the best idea ever. So we decided to ring in the new year with those wonderful Argentinian people.

Happy New Year Buenos Aires!!!

After mom and dad went to bed, the Metzgers were going to have their own little party to ring in the New Year with the rest of New England.

Needless to say, Joe, Holden, and Matthew didn't quite make it.

Of course we invited Dick Clark into our living room. What would New Years Eve be without Times Square?

Nicholas was awake. I was trying to take a picture of us but he closed his eyes. He was awake though. Joe did wake up just in time so I had someone to kiss at midnight. Good thing too.

Happy 2010 Everyone!

Christmas Cards

2009-12-26T13:28:00.000-05:00

I love Christmas cards I send out ALOT of them. I love to address them, mail them, and receive them. It is one of my favorite parts of the holiday season.

I love how I get to take a minute and think about all the people who have touched my life. It is a reminder of how many amazingly wonderful people are in the world. As the cards come in, I get another chance to feel connected. I buy painter's tape and put them up on the wall so that I can have my friends with me the whole season. So, thanks for all the cards. Can you find yours?

Funny Kids

2009-11-12T13:24:00.000-05:00

No new updates on the ITP. Just more of the same. Loads of doctors visits and blood tests.

Every time Holden prays he says, "And please bless Matthew that he will feel better."

Upon hearing this Matthew yells out, "I don't want to feel better!" Right in the middle of the prayer.

Maybe he has a crush on the nurse at the hematologist office. She is really nice to him.

The Roller Coaster

2009-08-29T12:52:00.008-04:00

I've decided that Matthew's ITP will be like a very long roller coaster ride. Up and down. Up and down.

Six weeks ago we were in the hospital. When we were admitted his platelets were at 1. Upon discharge they were at 22. Two days later, they were at 241.

And then began the descent; 91, 61, and 21.

The hematologist felt like we should treat him again. The treatments don't actually treat the problem because Matthew's body just has to figure it out on its own. What is does is trick the body into attacking the red blood cells. As long as the medication is in the blood stream the body is so busy with that, it leaves the platelets alone. That is why his platelet count goes up.

Yesterday, I took him in for his second treatment. It went really well. In the hospital he had some side effects from the medication. But yesterday he didn't have any. He feels great and doesn't get that he has to be careful. It is a pain to have so many doctor's appointment and Matthew doesn't like to get poked. They only have to prick his finger and take a few drops to run the test, so it isn't too intrusive. Matthew is a flirt and beyond the pokes I think he likes going to the doctor and getting all that attention from the nurses, residents, and doctors.

We see the hematologist on Tuesday and I'm sure we will be on our way up again.

I'm hoping the ride ends soon. In 75% of cases it takes about 6 months, so we may be riding until January.

Deserted

2009-08-07T07:23:00.003-04:00

This summer we lost some really good friends. The Butter moved to California in May.

We will miss you. And although we are sad that you left us, we wish you happiness in your new home.

Thanks for being an important part of our lives.

Our Weekend

2009-07-19T18:30:00.014-04:00

My Matthew has had some unusual bruising the past few months. I had this nagging feeling that it wasn't normal, but ignored it until I just couldn't anymore. So I called the doctor and asked if I could bring him in to have some blood work done. The phone conversation to set up the appointment went something like this.

Receptionist: He's two and you want to bring him in for some bruising?
Me: Yes
Receptionist: Does he have a fever?
Me: No
Receptionist: Fatigue?
Me: No
Receptionist: Just bruising?
Me: Yep.

I probably would have canceled if I hadn't already made and canceled an appointment and the feeling just wouldn't go away. I decided to be the crazy paranoid mom and just take him in.

I take him in and the doctor says, "Yea, those bruises don't look like normal bruises. Let's get that lab work done."

Here, the panic in my chest begins to grow. I begin to take deep breathes to stave off the mental breakdown that is moments from happening.

Later that afternoon the pediatrician calls back and says, "There is good news and bad news. The good news is that his white and red counts are great. The bad news is that his platelet count is 1 and normal is around 400. You need to pack a bag and take him to the hospital. You'll be spending a few days there."

OK, here is where I'm pretty sure that my beating heart is going to break through my rib cage and gallop across the room.

I call Joe, then my visiting teacher to take the boys, calm Nicholas and Holden down, pray with them, and pack a bag. All the time convinced that the next minute will find me curled up in the fetal position in the corner.

I take my little two year old to the hospital, check in, and wait. We see a slew of doctors. The resident, the attending, the medical student, the intern, and the hematologist.

The hematologist tells us that Matthew has ITP. For some unknown reason his body has begun to fight his own platelets. In 80% of cases the body will fix itself within 12 months without any future episodes.

I can't describe the feeling of relief that I felt.

Poor Matthew had to have blood work done and an IV put in his small hand. They gave him a drug called WinRho which will help to raise his platelet levels.

In spite of spending the night in the hospital and all that entails, I felt happy, grateful, and blessed. Funny what a little perceptive will do for you. Matthew was happy most of the time. He got to watch Thomas and Elmo and play in the great toy room. He just didn't like getting the IV put in. He isn't sick at all. He's the same crazy adorable baby. Here is a video and some pictures of our stay at the hospital.

We got to come home yesterday. Matthew's platelet level is at a 22. We have a bunch of doctor visits and blood work in front of us. So all of you pray that his platelets continue to increase.

Oh and by the way, Matthew told me that there aren't any monsters at the hospital. Just in case you were wondering.

Father's Day

2009-06-19T07:18:00.000-04:00

Recently I was asked, in a joking way, if I would want my boys to grow up to be like Joe. In honor of Father's Day, I would like to answer that question.

I would love it and be very proud if my sons grew up to be like their father. There isn't another man that I would rather teach my boys how to be men.

Joe is confident enough to not have to conform to fit into a assumed cookie cutter mold and yet humble enough to acknowledge when he is wrong and change. Joe is kind. He is faithful. From his father Joe learned to have a strong work ethic and wants to pass that along to his sons. Joe is loyal and true. And he loves us so much that none of us doubt it.

Happy Father's Day Joe. Thanks for all you do. We are lucky to have you.

And He's Back

2009-06-16T07:36:00.009-04:00

Good thing too. We really missed him. Apparently, it was everything he hoped for and more.

A few of the highlights.

1. He's very glad that he went with his nephews Jake and Jesse.

2. There were over 75,000 kindred spirits there. Joe always meets the nicest people at concerts. He loves to be around others who feel the same about music and life as he does.

3. Phish was amazing! The first time they played they were on stage for three hours without even a set break. And the second time was spectacular as well. There was a lot of other good music as well. Of note were the Bestie Boys and Andrew Bird. But isn't Phish the real reason that everyone went to Bonaroo?

4. There were many great camera moments. Here are a few shots taken with my little point and shoot digital.

The boys and I are so happy that he could go and even more happy to have him home.

And He's Off

2009-06-10T09:04:00.000-04:00

This morning Joe left for bonnaroo. We were all sad to see him go. Yes, tears were shed at the Metzger household today. Joe was ready and excited. He's been preparing for weeks researching bands on Youtube, downloading their music, planning his schedule. He is ready. He's driving through Schenectady to pick up his nephews Jake and Jesse. Then he'll stop and see his childhood friend, Rick, in West Virginia. He'll get a hotel room tonight somewhere along the way and then arrive Thursday. The icing on the cake is that Phish will be there and play, not just once, but twice. This is Joe's idea of the Celestial Kingdom.

We will miss you. Have a good time and be safe.

FYI. While Bonnaroo is a household word at our house, I realize not everyone know about it. It is a four day long music festival in Manchester, Tennessee. It starts Thursday at 5pm and goes until late Sunday night. Hundreds of bands play and more than 50,000 people attend. Attendees camp at the festival site. If you are dying to find out more there is a website. bonnaroo.com.

Walk A Thon

2009-05-30T08:23:00.000-04:00

Last year as a family we participated in the March of Dimes Walk A Thon. This year we decided to support a lesser known charity called the Oley foundation. Our sister in law Lisa works for them. It was such a nice day. The weather was perfect and it was so great to spend time with Ronnie and Lisa. Last years walk was three miles. This year we had much less complaining because it was only about 2 miles. Holden and Nicholas walked the whole thing like troopers. Matthew is quite lazy and rode until the very end. Holden was extra excited this year because at the end of the event he got his own box of chocolate chip cookies.

The Oley Foundation does some amazing work for people who need tube feeding and home IVs. If you would like to know more or know someone that might benefit from their help you can click on the link. Oley.org

Mother's Day

2009-05-10T09:17:00.000-04:00

My mother is amazing. I could write forever on how wonderful she is. Don't worry, I will refrain and just mention one of the lessons I have learned from her.

My mother taught me to hope. To really believe that even in the darkest moments of life, tomorrow will be better.
She showed me that behind those dark encompassing clouds there is hope smiling brightly before us.

Mom, I am blessed to be your daughter.
Happy Mother's Day.

Our Fun Visit to Utah

2009-05-02T08:03:00.000-04:00

Here are some pictures of the fun things we did while visiting family in Utah.

We got to visit our good friends the Calls in Layton. Here Matthew and Katherine Call are watching TV together.

Grandma, the Metzger boys, and the Manuta kids all went to the Bean Museum at BYU.

We all went to have a picnic at the park in Payson.

And we threw a surprise 60th birthday party for Grandpa!

We wish we could visit every month!

Nieces and Nephews

2009-05-01T07:26:00.000-04:00

The real reason I make these trips to the west is to see my nephews and nieces grow up. They are all so great and I miss them so much. How come no one wants to live in the East with me?

Samantha is 9 now and such a sweet good helper. Here she is at the park pushing Rosi and Claudia on the swings.

Jarod loves his mommie. All the Cole kids love their mommie. I love their mommie too.

You can't really tell but Katarina's hair is standing up because of the static. She is 11. WOW!

Madelyn is mischievous and into everything. Can't you just tell by looking at that face?

Cadence is always in motion.

Jacob likes sports. I guess you couldn't expect less from one of Nathan's sons.

Brandon is cute. Look at that face. Don't you just want to kiss it?

Tyler is tough. He did not put up with any of Brigg's bullying.

Roslyn and Briggs. Briggs may appear sweet and innocent, but watch out for him.

Little Lucy

I know you are shocked to see Ava crying. The girl never cries. (Note the sarcasm.)

Claudia loves attention.

Coda and Ethan had the same PJ's. Aren't they cute?

Timmy is a total dare devil. I'm sure he and the ER docs are going to be best of friends.

I hope you all know that Aunt Noel loves you!

Jaxon's Baptism

2009-04-17T09:44:00.000-04:00

Nicholas's best friend in the entire world got baptized. It was a wonderful meeting. Joe was asked to conduct and I said the closing prayer. Of course I cried all the way through the prayer. Our family loves little Jaxon. He is always happy and very imaginative. We are lucky to have had him as a part of our lives. After the baptism we had a yummy dinner provided by the Butters family.
Later that night we all met up at Chuck E Cheese to celebrate. Why is it that kids love that noisy place so much?

Dying Easter Eggs

2009-04-11T09:38:00.000-04:00

It seems harder and harder to find time to fit everything in. This year I almost forgot about dying Easter Eggs altogether. I was walking through the store on the Saturday before Easter, saw the dye, and remembered. At least we did it.

Pine Wood Derby

2009-03-25T09:00:00.000-04:00

So this is what happens when your dad is an artist. You spend tons of time designing and painting your car. In the end you have the coolest looking pinewood derby car at the race.
Even though he couldn't race, Holden wanted to make one as well. His even has a little license plate on the back with his name on it.
The only problem with your dad being an artist is that all your time is spent making the car look really cool and not making sure it is the fastest car there.

The boys and I went early to help set up for the Pine Wood Derby. Greg Hill, one of the cub scout dads, was there and started to look at Nicholas's car. He told us that it was only running on three wheels and asked if we wanted him to fix the wheels a little. Of course we jumped all over that one. Later at the weigh in Nicholas's car was significantly under weight and so Patrick Robbins, another cub scout dad, gave us his extra weights.

After all the help from our troop, Nicholas's car took first in the wolf pack, second overall and qualified for the district meet. What a great troop we have! Thanks for all the help everyone.This is a picture of our troop singing a pinewood derby song before the races.

The district race took place at the Eastfield Mall the next month. Nicholas won a few of the heats and went home with a medal. Maybe if everyone helps us again, next year we will win at the district races as well.

senorjoe.deviantart.com

2009-03-22T16:46:00.010-04:00

Besides loving photography, Joe loves cameras. All kinds of cameras. We have quite a collection. One of his cameras is a Holga. For those of you who aren't crazy for cameras, a Holga is a plastic $20 camera that shoots with medium format film. (It's just a bigger square negative.) Holga cameras have quite a cult following for their unique way of taking pictures. There isn't a ton of control with a Holga and Joe's Holga is held together with rubber bands. He has posted some of his Holga pictures on the deviantart website. They are different from most of his other stuff. Here are two that I like. If you want to see the others, check it out. He would love it if you did. Here is a link senorjoe.deviantart.com

Ice Skating Show

2009-03-21T09:13:00.000-04:00

March 21, 2009

The culmination of all the ice skating lessons and classes was the Ice Show. Holden was in the spider number and the finale.

Nicholas was in the hockey number, the baseball number, and the finale.

Grandma and Grandpa Metzger came from New York to see the show. We also brought Sam, Julia, and Adam Moore with us to watch the boys.
They did such a good job and we are very proud of them. Good job Boys!

Eleven

2009-03-21T07:12:00.000-04:00

Joe and I have been married for eleven years now. In recognition of that big milestone I decided to write about eleven things that I feel were pivotal to us getting married.

1. Taxi Fare

Joe and I both served our missions in Santiago Chile. My first transfer happened when I had only been in the country a few months and still had no idea of currency. We took taxis from our old areas to the church of our new area to meet our companions. Joe was at the church waiting for his companion when I arrived. I tried to pay for my taxi with the highest denomination in Chile. Of course the driver couldn't make change and I didn't have anything smaller. Joe came over and rescued me. That's how me met. (He's been rescuing me ever since.)

2. Moving To Apartment #142

Joe and I reconnected in Provo after we had both been home from our missions for a while. He lived at the Glenwood and I would see him now and then. That summer he moved into the Raintree where I lived. (He happened to know someone who was looking for a room mate. He did not move there because of me.) Provo gets pretty empty during the summer and at one point it was just Joe and a poor Russian kid who were paying rent on the apartment. Not that they were the only ones living there. Every couch, every bed, and most floor space was taken up. Joe took them all in. People love and trust Joe. This really impressed me. And it is at the Raintree, I really came to know Joe.

3. Sitting on the hill

Between two of the apartment buildings at Raintree was a hill. I'm not sure how many hours my friends and I spent just sitting there talking. Someone was always on that hill. OK, it really wasn't a hill, more like a bump. Juston used to sit on the "hill" and play his guitar. Mostly, people would just talk. Those are some great memories. Joe and I had loads of serious talks on the hill. Not about "us", because "we" didn't exist, but just about everything else. Once, we were talking about who we imagined we would end up with. I explained what the future spouse of Noel would be like and Joe said something that stuck. He said, "I don't think you know what you really want." He was right.

4. The hair cut

After the mission when Joe and I became reacquainted he had long hair. Joe has great hair, but it doesn't look good long. Even ask him, he'll tell you it's true. So anyway, the truth is I'm not sure I would have started to date him, if he didn't get it cut. What that says about me?

5. The tip

For our first official date, Joe took me to a Mexican Resturant called Los Hermanos. It is on the corner of University and Main Street in Provo and they have the best chips and salsa.

For whatever reason, (He was probably smitten by the very act of being in my presence) he didn't leave a tip. I remember thinking of how cheap he must be. A few days later I found out from a friend that he realized he forgot to tip, went back the next day and left a tip for our server. About a year later I got a job at that Mexican resturant and they told that story in training. I was very awed that he was willing to make an extra effort to right a wrong. Most people, including myself, would have just let it slide with an "Oops, I forgot. I'll remember next time." Not Joe.

6. The Walk

Joe and I spent the summer together. We'd go for long walks around the Provo and through the BYU stadium area, hang out, talk, and talk some more. We were always together. I felt really lucky to have such a great friend. And that's all it was for me.

Then one Sunday Joe was acting really weird. (Weirder than normal) He wouldn't look at me, didn't talk to me, and sat by my friend Heather instead of me. I thought something was up. He asked me to go for a walk with him that evening. We did this a lot so I didn't think anything of it. As we were walking he told me that it was really hard for him to be my friend because he loved me. I got really mad, yelled at him, and ran away. I just left him standing there in the parking lot of the Bread Store. It made me mad that things were going to change. I didn't want that. Looking back I realize if he won't have been brave enough to tell me things would never have changed and we won't be where we are today.

7. Moab

A bunch of us from Raintree went camping in Moab. At this point, I was still on the fence about Joe. There was a girl, Amy, who lived downstairs from us who wasn't on the fence about Joe. (She liked him.) They do say that you always want what others want and I think that is what happened here. (Don't judge me, you do it too, I'm just more honest.) It was during this trip that saw Joe in a new light. He really took care of others on the trip. He went in the back of the hiking group to make sure everyone was OK. He started all the fires and just watched out for everyone.

8. The Little Black Bird

I have some issues. But in my defense, everyone has issues. I think I broke up with Joe like a million times when we were dating. (Yes, I do exaggerate for effect.) Every time we would start to get closer I would freak out and pull away. Well one morning after a very nice night, Joe shows up at my apartment with this little stuffed black bird. I was still in bed so he brings it in my room, gives it to me, and says, "Don't fly away." How sweet is that? It melted my heart. We still have the bird. Matthew sleeps with it at night.

9. Joe's Rock

At the mouth of Provo Canyon there is a big rock that overlooks Utah Valley. Joe and I used to sit there and talk. Everyone called it Joe's Rock. He took me up there to aks me to marry him the first time. We had a lot of really meaningful conversations there. I gained alot of insight into him while looking down at our world.

10. My Roommates

While Joe and I were dating I had the best roommates in the world. Heather, Johanna, and Sonja all really liked Joe and that meant something to me. Whenever I had doubts about us one of them would tell me something great about him. They stood by me through all the ups and downs of our dating relationship, without ever thrashing him. I knew he must be a good guy if they all liked him.

11. The Song

Joe hates to admit it, but it saved us. The first time Joe asked me to marry him I said I didn't know. That was pretty much the end of it for him. He took off to Salt Lake to visit Sven and I couldn't find him. At that point I knew that I had pushed too far and I paniced, so I bought him a CD, wrapped it up, and left it on his bed. After he listened to it, he called me and we got back together. What is this magical song you ask? How Do I Live. Yes that all time cheesy song is Joe and my song.

There it is 11 monumental moments in what would become the saga of Joe and Noel.
Happy Anniversary Joe. I'm lucky to be your wife.

Field Day

2009-03-16T08:00:00.000-04:00

Every year Westfield State College hosts a Field Day at their gym. This is our third year attending and the first year Holden could participate.Nicholas was very excited because some of his old friends from Swim Gym were there. He had a great time. His favorite activities were the parachute and the scooter races.
Holden got to be in a group with Aalyia and Kaleigh. I thought that would help, but he was still shy and quiet. He did like the obstcle course and the activity called Constructors and Builders.They always have a toddler area with lots of balls and mats, so Matthew loved it. Justus Butters came with us to keep Matthew company so that made it extra fun.

The Symphony

2009-03-15T05:00:00.000-04:00

The Springfield Symphony offers a lunchtime concert the day before their real concert. The conductor talks about the pieces and gives some interesting information. We went to hear Vivaldi's Four Seasons. The boys really liked it. Kevin Rhodes, the conductor, is very energetic and quite entertaining. Of course it helps that the boys can eat their lunch during the concert. The Ackermans, Willingham girls and Jennie and Marie Hua went with us.

What makes me happy!

2009-03-05T20:15:00.004-05:00

My Aunt Deanne tagged me to write six things that make me happy. Of course I've worked and thought about this for days.
So here it goes.
1. Joe.
Corney I know, but each day I am more amazed at how lucky I am to have him. He really is incredible. He makes me laugh everyday, and sometimes he means to.
2. My family.
I grew up with the world's best parents, siblings, grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins in the universe. They love me and taught me how to love.
3. Being a mom.
What is better than cuddling with small ones and listening to them tell you of their days. To be honest, I actually debated on posting this one. I do love my boys and can think of nothing I would rather be doing than raising them. Sharing in their discoveries and growth is so much fun. It's just hard to remember that when I'm cleaning up poop, washing dishes, and yelling at them to do their work.
4. Knowledge of the plan.
It sure helps when life deals out its crap* to know all of this will be for my own good and give me experience.
5. Diet Mtn Dew
It really is the nectar of the Gods!

* I apologize if my usage of this word has offended anyone. I considered other possible word choices, but really felt that this might be the least offensive.

I tag my sisters Sarah, Annie, and Rachel, my mom, Gail, and Lucy!

Ice Skating

2009-03-05T16:54:00.000-05:00

One of the things that Mom and Dad wanted to do while they were here was to see the boys ice skate. Here are videos of them at their lessons. Holden hates ice skating lessons. He says it is too cold. Nicholas loves it. Of course he is scary to watch on the ice. I really think he will take someone out one day. Loads of speed and very little control. It was really fun for them to have Grandma and Grandpa there. (These videos are for them.)

I want a Prize

2009-03-04T21:29:00.004-05:00

Lucy had this on her blog and since I want something cool, I am in. She did say it didn't have to be fibery!

The first three people to respond to this post will get something made by me! My choice. For you.This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
1- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make!
2- What I create will be just for you.
3- It’ll be done this year.
4- You have no clue what it’s going to be.
5- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.

The catch is that you must repost this on your blog and offer the same to the first 3 people who do the same on your blog. The first 3 people to do so and leave a comment telling me they did win a FAB-U-LOUS homemade gift by me! Oh, and be sure to post a picture of your prize when you get it!

Who’s in?

Mom and Dad's Visit

2009-03-03T16:26:00.000-05:00

Before Mom and Dad came all the snow had melted. However, Mother Nature was afraid that Mom and Dad would be sad if they didn't get experience a North East snow Storm. It snowed so much. They had me take a picture of the snow on the picnic table in the back yard so they could show everyone in sunny Las Vegas that snow really does exist.

Mom and Dad also paid for a baby sitter so that I could go to the temple with them. The Boston temple is two hours away so I don't get there that often. I really appreciate the example of temple service my parents are. Every week my parents are at the temple. Even when they are on the other side of the country.
I wish you didn't leave me. You were such a big help. We are all so glad you came. Come back very very soon!

Yankee Candle

2009-03-02T14:29:00.000-05:00

About 45 minutes north of us is the headquarters and flag ship store of Yankee Candle. We dragged mom and dad up there. Gail, Melisa, and their kids all came with us.
We walked around and saw all the neat displays they have. There are different themes in each room. And each room has it's own toy train running near the ceiling.In one room they had a bunch of decorated Christmas trees. Holden LOVES dill pickles, so he thought this trees with only pickles on it was the coolest ever.
In one room it snows every 5 minutes. Here the kids are waiting for it to snow. Pretty ironic considering how much snow really fell that week.Santa has his work shop right in the middle of Yankee Candle. There are animated elves, a countdown to Christmas and loads and loads of the coolest toys ever. Nicholas and Holden really liked the life size lego bionicle. While Matthew enjoyed playing on the Thomas table with Caleb.
After we had seen all the different rooms, we stopped to watch the show. These guys tell some pretty corny jokes and sing some pretty bad songs. Good thing they are robots. They don't get hurt feelings when no one claps.Grandma and Grandpa bought chocolate covered pretzels for everyone. As you can see, Matthew and Caleb really like theirs.
Last of all was the kids favorite part, candle dipping. Grandma and Grandpa even had the kids dip candles for their cousins in Las Vegas.